That just so much you can take

Went for a dinner with friend,

ordered two champagne, alcohol content as high as 14%.

Not even half glass finished -

suddenly I lost my hearing, the lights dimmed, then I lost contact with the surrounding.

"I need to go toilet" That's the only thing I can think of. 

I stood up, grabbed my bag, walked to the toilet.

The time I opened my eyes.

realized myself sitting on the floor half way heading to the toilet.

Waiters surrounded me whispering: "ms, are you okay?"

I know I was't okay.

I stood up, half sober, continued my "journey" to the toilet.

Reached the toilet, without me having a chance to close the toilet door. I passed out the second time

This time I open my eyes, saw people passing by throwing me a weird stare.

without a second thought, I close the door and continue resting in the toilet

yes, I was sitting on the floor near to the toilet seat

but I couldn't care whether there's water or anything dirty on the place I sit

What I know is: toilet, is the best place you can find when you are drunk

you can basically just take your time to rest without having to think on anything else

It is not as noisy and crowded as compare to the public area,

as you neither need to worry about embarrass yourself by throwing out in front of the crowd nor you need to "layan" them when they come and ask whether you're okay

What comes best is: The toilet bowl is right besides you!

anything you feel like throwing up, that's the best you can EVER find!

After drinking a lot of water, took some rest and 2 pukes

I drove back home. 

This is the 2nd times I got drunk,

 and this time is the worst.

My butt is painful, I must fell hard just now when I passed out

the miserable part is, I think of him. 

到不了

当同样的过错 再次地发生；

才愕然地察觉我们之间隐藏着一根刺

都怪我们当时太沉溺于两人的世界，

才忘了怎样去坦然地面对问题的所在

如今同样的问题再度降临，

我知道我们不应该再逃避；而须坦然地面对

虽然你的话只说一半；

但我却很清楚地明白，是你放不下你的过去

但如果你用你的过去来衡量我们之间的未来；

那，对我是否公平？

我不会怪你，

也许是我不够好，

陪在你身边两年的我；却一点也不了解你

也许我没有那样的魅力，

让你可以为了我，舍弃你的过去

也许我不及以你的信任，

让你可以很放心地跟我在一起

但我还是尊重你的选择，

由你来决定我们的将来

我想给你一个自由的空间，

去寻找你心里的要的那个答案

两年前，我因为你的情伤而开始走进你的世界；

因为同情，而插手你的人生

两年后的我们，

却不知不觉地发觉我们已经一起走了那么漫长的一段路

最让我心痛的是，

我既然没有足够的份量，让你因为有我的存在，而忘掉悲伤

愚痴的我，

还自以为是的当作一切已成过去...

陪在你身边，还以为你就因此而不再寂寞；

不停地在你的身边打转，好让你不会再有闲情去回忆起那段不开心的回忆

但事实证明 - 我的存在，

并没有为你的世界带来些什么改变

思念越尝越苦 心跳乱了脚步
怎么我 读不懂你唇语之间的无助

就算用尽所有真心  却到不了你的心底
回忆难以靠近 你是我奢求的唯一

Love You You by 林俊杰

posted on 25 July 2012

如果我们彼此都不会是对方的将来；

那又何必花费那么多时间来维持着这段没有意义的感情？

我把决定权放在你手心里，

是因为我尊重你的决定

但我一直等，

却要不到一个满意的答案。

每当我狠下心要生气你时；

只要你一靠近我就没办法坚持自己的立场

我很努力地习惯着没有你的日子；

但怎么你却像迷了路的小狗，兜了个圈跟寻味道又回到了主人的身边？

你那无辜的样子，要我怎么忍心放下你一走了之？

但同时的我，也差点被你的敷衍给搞得快疯了

我的世界全都是你的影子，

因为我的眼中只有你一个

如果我们彼此没有未来，

我是多么的希望我们都能够放手好让对方可以去寻找自己要的幸福

“我决定放弃了”这话在我心里徘徊了很久；

但一直没办法狠下心做个了断

你带给了我那么多美好；

但如果这些美好都是虚构的，那我又何必奢想？

两年前，我们的开始就是一个错误

而此刻的我，有一股冲动想要把那些错误“不小心地”给抹杀掉

现在的我至少明白了这一点：

天使，付出了是不要求回报的，

因为天使不是人类

天使没有任何欲望，

不需要食物，金钱，爱情与亲情来过生活

天使，是一种美丽的信念，

听说是上帝派来人间的守护者

天使，只为一个人而存在着

而那个人，却不是它自己

现实

终于到了，一个名 <现实> 的世界

这城市的灯火，世界的喧哗

还很不习惯

这仿佛带我回到了两年前的那一场经历

华丽的外壳；虚有的内在

人类为了名利，金钱，和名气而奋不顾身的狼狈

在这里我找不到小孩的纯真；

只有互相利用与猜心的游戏

也对，毕竟这是一个属于 <大人> 的世界

在这里，第一次体验所谓的 "多样化"

不同年纪的人来至不同背景，为了同样的目的而聚在一起

生活因此而千变万化，起伏不定

其实也不能说不好，只是我需要寻找一个对的方式，去面对这一切

世界上总有着太多的人，来到你的世界，带给你不同的经历

是好是坏，全予我们用怎样的心态去面对

人人都带着面具，试图寻找那每个人都可以接受的笑容

有些人很吵，总想要向全世界述说自己有多好；

而有些人很神秘，把自己隐藏得很好

在这里，每天都有不同的剧情真实地上演着

尽管可爱或恶心，

我都细心观赏

因为，别人的故事，总是特别的精彩

我喜欢以旁观者的角度，去看待整个事情，

从别人的经历中学习

活在这样的一个世界里，我也很矛盾

这里不算太好，而不算坏

薪水高，福利佳

但往往需要以时间和健康来替换

尽管每天都在欢笑中度过

但狂欢后怎觉得最近少了些会心的微笑？

上司很好，也很风趣

但我总爱从他们身上寻找那圣人的影子

他们很强，什么都好

却欠缺了那一丝光芒，那让人有一股想改变这世界的冲动

说真的，我还算得上幸运

曾经遇上几个近乎完美的人类

但很可悲的，

自从离开了他们，我再也找不到相近的同类

在这里，其实我适应得很好，虽然还有些不习惯（哈！）

生活在这个世界上，我勇敢了一些

因为再也没有人，理所当然地保护着我

生活在这个世界上，我独立了一些

因为再也没有人，时时刻刻提醒着我什么时候该做哪些事情

生活在这个世界上，我肤浅了一些

因为这是他们相处的一种方式，我应当配合

生活在这个世界上，我学会了体贴

毕竟在这样的战场上战斗太久，人们会因此而感到疲惫

生活在这个世界上，我学会了迁就

因为我不想我的无理取闹而加重他人的负担

生活在这个世界上，我学会了放松

我很努力地去改掉我对任何事都很执着的态度

体验着一百八十度的生活转变

我仿佛听到了心里的那把声音

梦想可能没法赚钱；

但现实不宜久留

生活在现实里，

我要谨记当初的目的

当一切都安顿好，

我就可以，放心地奔向我要的未来！

You have something and you are hiding

You have something and you are hiding,

regardless of the reasons;

you know that I will always respect your decision

Start from today, I'll not proactively say a thing,

I will not let myself feel a thing, whatever that might be related,

 I'm sorry if this is the time you think I should be doing the other way round

I'd rather take my time, 

to make myself a better person.

To really invest, 

and have some real return

Uncle, you're so so so so so cute! ♥

I always like to have some psychological test on him. Caz i know he will never say no and his answer always bring me sweet surprises. And one more thing.. I realize he grows cuter these days! super love that!!

Here's started our test:

Y: Can I play a test with you?
B: Yes, bring it on

Y: YAY! Okay, let's imagine.. When you go to a jungle, you saw an old cottage house. Do you see the door,
1. Open
2. Close

B: Open
[Answer: if the door is opened, which mean you are willing to share everything with others; close simply means that you willing to do the things by your own]

Y: Okay, when you get into the house. You then saw a table. What's the shape of the table
1. Round
2. Oval
3. Square
4. Rectangle
5. Triangle

B: Round
[Round / oval - always have friends with you, and you trusted them;
square / rectangle - picky when choosing friends, takes longer time to make friends;
traingle - not much friends because you are being very demanding to your friends]

Y: Okay, now, on the table there is a vase. How full the water level is, in the vase
1. Full
2. Half
3. Empty

B: Full
[Empty - you're unsatisfied towards your life
Half - your life is only reaching half of your ideal life
Full - you're totally satisfied with your life]

Y: Okay, so what's the vase made from?

B: Clay
(he straight answered before I can give him the options)

Y: 1. glass / ceramic / clay
Ei! I haven't giving you the options! How can you just answered like that!

B: Haha

Y: 2. Gold / Plastic / wooden

(he waited for me to finish typing then only he said: )
B: 1. clay
[Glass / ceramic / clay - you need someone to take care of you in your life;
Gold / plastic / wooden - you're a fighter in life. you have very tough surviving skill]

Y: good.. that's my good boy :)
Okay, now. You have already get out from the house, and you're now heading to a water fall. How you think the speed of the waterfall is? 1-10, give me a number

B: 1
[0: No sexual urge
1-4: Low sexual urge
5: Average
6-9: Strong sexual urge
10: wasai! you cannot live without sex!

Y: Okay. After awhile, you pass through the waterfall; and you saw something shinning on the ground!
It's a chain of keys. how many keys inside the chain have you picked it up? 1-10

B: 10
[1: You have 1 friend in your life;
2-5: You have few friends in your life;
6-10: You have a lot of friends in your life]

Y: Okay, then you continue walking, trying to find your way out. And you saw a castle, what you think the castle is like?
1. old
2. new

B: Old
[Old - You have unpleasant past or memory;
New - you used to have a happy memory in your life]

Y: When you get into the castle, you then saw a swimming pool. You see something shinning on the ground, there's coins on the ground. Will you pick it up?

B: No.
[Yes: When your partner is with you, you will still go flirting around;
No: When you have partner with you, you will spend every effort with him or her]

Y: Okay, then you continue walking. And you saw another swimming pool with diamonds on the ground. Will you pick it up?

B: Swimming pool got water or not? haha
(so, what's now? need more info for his imagination? or he is to confirm for something?)

Y: LOL! you still need details to imagine it.. lemme see.. yes! there'e water

B: Okay, not going to pick it

[Yes: When your partner is not with you, you will still strat flirting around;
No: When you have partner is not with you, you will still loyal to him or her]

Y: why?

B: I lazy to get wet
(u're lazy at the right place! good! can keep like this forever? Just don't..get wet. haha!)

Y: HAHAHA! I like that!!! Super love that!!
Okay, now you continue walking, and you pass by a garden. And there's a box over there. What's the size of the box?
1. small
2. medium
3. big

B: Medium

[small: you're happy go lucky type
medium: you tend to self blame;
big: you self blame a lot]

Y: What's the box is made from?
1. paper / wooden
2. gold

B: Wooden.

[Paper or wooden: you're humble;
Gold: arrogant and stubborn]

Y: Okay. There's a bridge near the box. What's the bridge made from?
1. gold
2. wooden
3. cane

B: Wooden.
[Gold: Very close to your friends;
Wooden: Quite close to your friends;
Cane: No close friends around]

Y: After you crossed the bridge. You then saw a horse. What's the color of the horse?

B: White!
(he overreacted to hear his favorite color, white)
[White: for you, your partner is pure and perfect;
grey / brown: your partner is how they see you as;
black: your partner has not meet your target]

Y: Please don't go overreacted for the word of 'white'. Tq. haha
Okay, so what's the horse doing then?
1. Stand there quietly
2. Running on the field

B: Stand there quietly and eating grass.
[Stand there quietly: your partner is a humble and caring person;
running on the field: your partner is very outgoing, hard to settle type]

Y: No eating grass part, don't simply add. TQ! 
hahaha!

B: LOL

Y: Next. Oh no! not far from the horse there's a hurricane coming. What will you do?

B: So long meh?
(he started to get a little bit bored and restless)

Y:
1. Hide under the box
2. Hide under the bridge
3. ride the horse and run
(I continued)

Haiya. patient la.. (I said)

B: Try to look the direction of hurricane and move the opposite way

Y: NO! there were only 3 choices!

B: haha

Y: Must choose either one =/
Common' la uncle, last question.

B: ride the white horse lo
[Box (yourself): You are the one that will be solving all the problems by yourself.
Bridge (your friends): You will find your friends to settle with you whenever you face difficulties.
Horse (your partner): You will face the hard time with your partner and get it settled together.

Y: Good :) End of questionnaire. Thank you for your time and corporation :)

B: Conclusion?

Y: Conclusion is.. u're so so so so so cute!! ♥

Career Pathway 3: Reality

In a world filled with sweet scents and blue sky,

Lives the gentle, uplifting butterfly,

Whose metamorphosis has this truth to teach:

Our aspirations are within our reach.

For this fluttering flyer of soaring worth

Was at one time a creature that crawled the earth

When she climbed a plant and learned of the sky,

She looked down at the earth and wondered why

Her destiny was to live on the land.

Something inside her did not understand.

“The sky is my home”, every part of her felt

“How could crawling be the lot I’ve been dealt?”

Keeping those thoughts safe, where they could be found,

She slowly descended back to the ground.

When she found the right plant on which to rest,

She brilliantly wove a cacoon for her nest.

Inside the chrysalis, she went to sleep

Tucked in with those thoughts that she wanted to keep

One sunny day, the cacoon came unsealed

Magically, a butterfly was revealed

Seeing this miracle with my own eyes;

Of caterpillars becoming butterflies,

Beings real hope of the possibility

Of the total transformation of me!

Like the caterpillar that crawls the Earth,

We are destined for a divine birth
                                                    
                                                              [Poem retrieved from: http://www.veganpoet.com/humanity/metamorphosis.htm] 

May 16, 2011: I sang a nursery rhyme to my boss and I get employed.
Still remembered it was four months before I graduate,
when  I was just thinking to have some part time job ,
so to ready myself a full time job after I complete my study.

Coincidentally, I passed by a recruiting notice on a wall when I was doing my shopping 
it's written: 
"Are you enthusiastic towards young kids? Did you have a pleasant voice with positive attitude?
You are the one we are looking for! Join us!"

  

After I joined in, I was surprised to know that the working environment is like heaven,
and all the customers are those cute little angels ranging from 0-5 years old
while my job tasks are to sing songs, dance and play with them
the nature of the job is the awesome ever i can find, and it makes me feel as in I was born to be meant for this job

the colleagues were young, energetic and nice
I had awesome time working there.
time really flies,
 as I always find myself working Over Time without realizing. But I did, enjoy doing it

Everything went so perfect, until the REALITY comes in.
Our lady boss is a business woman,she, represent everything in the company
whatever she feel is correct, it will be the company vision;
 whatever she command, that will be the objectives of the company.

Every promise changes, whichever she thinks is right
Finally I chose to leave; than to struggle myself to stay in a heaven with nothing to believe in

After that, I kept looking for a similar job,
intended to find a similar working environment where I can be surrounded by super cute kids 
Until I found a Child Enrichment Center which emphasis on Multiple Intelligence
It is a growing company with positive work strategies

I joined them in the starting of 2012.
In that company, everyone was nice and friendly;
there goes my my four months over there,
simple and peaceful working life.

Until the REALITY comes hit me again, 
where you find everyone started to question you:
How was the pay over there? What are you actually working and what have you learned?
Did that really benefiting you in your future? what can you become?

I have no choice but to start thinking what I really want to achieve in my life.
Yes, I am doing what I like,
children are my love and teaching is my passion;
but living in my dream can as well benefiting me in reality?

At that time, I was quite confused and I have to admit that I've made my decision in rush.
I threw in my resignation and decided to go for a bank corporation.
Initially, I felt extremely bad for leaving the company without them having a chance to make me stay;
but everything has come to an end after I received their letter.

The letter claimed that I decided to go without having intention to serve for a full one month notice,
therefore, they have no choice but to fine me around RM400.
I understand that salary deduction is reasonable for not being able to serve for full month notice;
but when they're giving me this while expecting me to return to them in future, is that sound convincing? No.

The moment I received the letter I was pissed off. Very very pissed
Even after I slept I still had that in my dream and ended up woke up in a super bad mood.
I was told by this end to do like this; while the other end send me letter claim that I should not do thing this way.
It seem like what is being promised is not what it's turn out to be.

Thinking from a good side. Without the letter I would not expect such cruelty.
Now that I'm relieved, to freely pursue my new goal without having to take care of anything else.
Despite all, the inspiration they gave was indeed a priceless one,
for, there is no shortcut in life until I really experience it by myself to decide what I really want. 

Both the lessons learned had actually given me a real slap in my face.
That I should realize by now, 
for what I thought it will be everything in my life is actually not what I am looking for.
It has also reminds me of the truth that: "Dream, cannot make money".

Now, I am giving myself a try to live in REALITY,
While seeing the world out there can afford giving me more than what I am searching in life
thus, there would be no necessity for me to risk my life just to live in my dream
for it can hardly guarantee me that they can secure the future that I wanted

A process of transformation from caterpillar into butterfly,
from a creature that used to crawl on the ground,
into a creature that can fly freely in the air.

For it is nothing more than a transition, 
for you to go through the stages, 
to know where you really belong.

No one is born perfect; as we can hardly find a newborn flying in the sky effortlessly

there is nothing wrong to crawl on ground, while you know you have the ability to fly
  For it is just a matter of transition, that requires time and effort as well as patient.

I am now living quite fine in reality, despite missing the children a little

Career part 2: Let go; Let's go

It was just few months after my previous post where I was excitedly talking about my current company;

now I am here heavyhearted-ly bringing in to an end.

Let Go

I sent in my resignation letter when my superior was on leave,

I knew it wasn't right but my company in future has not given me enough time to really plan for anything else.

I got a job offer from HSBC and i accepted the offer.

It was a long waited job, and yes, it was the first company I approached once I graduated

the future in that company sound really really promising

It was indeed a good offer, 

everyone is supporting me to pursue a better future there.

Yet, I am feeling bad

for not being able to commit long enough in my current company.

For all I believe professionalism is,

staying in one company long enough; serving with passion;

 getting to know bits and pieces of the company and thus contribute to the company.

It was such an heartache,

to see how dissapointed my superiors were when they received such a shocking news from me

They have been putted so much hopes on me, and before I realize, they have already plan the whole career pathway for me.

Sorry that only until today I came to know that I was once being appreciated. 

I would like to express my appreciation to those who really support me:

1. Ms. Tan, my working partner

She was a professional accountant,
her strength is to get everything perfectly done; while her weakness is intolerance towards inaccurate figure (accountant's occupational sickness, haha).

She is very task oriented while I am people oriented,

I like to talk and deal with people while she prefer to deal with figure and paper works

thus, we have this team work between us where she will get everything done and let me to convey the message to the related party.

Her ability was so much above what the company is paying her,

I am here hoping for all the best in her life

2. Steven, HR staff

Steven was one of the staffs that makes me felt very much appreciated.
He had putted in a lot of effort trying to show me how much I am being appreciated by fellow superior.
And he was the only one that approached me to concern about my feeling working for that company

Steven, I am really sorry if I've dragged you from the heaven to hell;

I am sorry if I've given so much hopes yet leaving without getting you prepared.

3. Principal

Principal, I am sorry that I am leaving.

I am not sure how much you rated on my performance;

but my evaluation for myself has never reach 40%,

I have no confidence working for you

Thank you so much for your tolerance,

for all I knew the time I spent at work is just giving you a double work
You've been nice and patient to me,
Thank you for what you've taught.

4. Kenny, HR manager that interviewed me and given me this job

Mr. Kenny, thank you for offering me a job at REAL

and it was so touch that you still welcome me 4 months after I rejected the company.

without you, I will have no work in the past few months.

without you, I will not have the chance to gain such experiences

5. Malar, Business Manager

Ms. Malar, thank you for being understandable. 

As what you said, I will not be stopped from searching for what I want in life;

and, the door is always open whenever I feel like coming back.

Thank you, I will take your words with me

Let’s Go

My decision to go for HSBC will be a total career transition from education line to the customer service.
I can't say for sure that this will suits me more than teaching

However, my objective is simple:
I just want to get into big company, explore and see what else I can do other than teaching

Yes, it may or may not suits me
but, never try, I will never know

I hope that while I am still young,
I can get to explore more instead of staying within my comfort zone

I'll like to have more options in my life,
I'll like it if I can get to choose my own future

Although for the time being, teaching is my passion and children are my love

But also I am open up to opportunity before I really get myself settled at this young age

God bless me and the people around me

Thank you 

how much did we actually paid for a lesson learnt?

How expensive have you ever paid for a lesson to learn?
How much one can posses, is exactly how much one can lose

According to my zordiac, this year will be a very tough year for me;
and in fact, life has already treated me hard enough for the past few months

Most of the unpleasant incidents that happened were highly related to money matter;
the most threatening is, it did not only cause a teeny weeny amount but a hell lot!

With all the alarming incidents,
I  have this urge to do some serious reflection so to figure out something that can help with my situation

At the meantime, I discover that:

When we find ourselves afraid of losing, means we have something to lose
The more we EARN; the more it is possibly to LOSE


I have few friends with me that has their very unique spending style,
which I would like to share with you over here

Friend A:
Basic salary:    average
Benefits:    can claim OT
Working hour: Long
Accumulated figure:     high
Financial support: extra from parents
 Spending style: Has budget, with financial supports from parents.
Therefore, she has no restriction buying anything she wants. Spend quite much.

Friend B:
Basic salary:    low
Benefits:    work near home (eat, transport, petro, socializing cost - almost none)
Working hour:    super long
Accumulated figure:    low
Financial support:    family
Spending style: Buy branded stuffs that has extremely exceed what she can earned. She claimed that she was  too stressed and has no other entertainment, therefore, through buying she can seem to balance up the hard work she has putted in for her work

     Friend C:
Basic salary:   high
Benefits:    family business (eat, transport, petro, - almost none)
Working hour: Super long
Accumulated figure:     high
Financial support: no
 Spending style: Has no break in the weekend & holiday, thus not much time and energy to spend money.
Committed and spend big money investing on feng shui, taking care of her health and insurance; sometime buy branded stuffs

Me: 
Basic salary:   average
Benefits:    family support (eat, transport, petro, - none)
Working hour: short
Accumulated figure:    average
Financial support: family
 Spending style: Save half of my salary; buy branded but not often. Surveyed as I could and buy only the best one I think it is (if shopping with friends, salesman gonna hate me the most caz i always ask a lot but has lowest percentage of buying it HAHA).

I used to be rational consumer and always try to be;
until recently the influences among my friends and I become uncontrollably powerful

LESSON LEARNT:  Personal Belongingness 

A day after Christmas; and a day before I started my job,

I lost my phone.

Not so long ago, I buy myself a new phone;

but it charged me a bomb, despite how acceptable or unacceptable the charges is

Losing an old one is truly a heartache;

yet buying a new one is not as excited as it expected to be.
When we started to work, we started to earn a living.
Richness should not be judged according to the amount we earned; but how we manage our money

My friend had directly and indirectly influence me to buy something that cost big money
and one thing I realized:
we should not buy something because we have the budget to do so;
but simply refer to how necessarily it is to our life

LESSON LEARNT: Friendship

I am so glad that I had more than one gang of very close friends;

but now that they made me realized that,

no matter how trust-able they are; I can't bet my life on them,

caz they have no responsibility to take care of my life as theirs'. 

Close friends especially girls close friends have a lot of sharing and brainwashing among themselves

we so often share real life stories, opinion, and gossiping when we're together

at the same time, influences among us spread like a disaster,
it should be all stopped before it's getting worse

we spent money irrationally, we compete between one another for all the branded stuffs,
 and even judging how much the gifts we received from people around us.
We're all gone oh so materialism which we have lose all sense of money management
tell me, my dear friends. Do you really enjoy spending irrationally?

Before we get influenced and being manipulated so easily;
please always be reminded that we are and will be the only one to bear with all the consequences.
Are we still naively thinking that our friends will be that helpful to help us solving the problem as how 'helpful' they used to influence us?  no!

LESSON LEARNT: The more I talk about it, the bad it will be

"I had this thing that I talk too much
sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
and that's where I seem to fuck up"


"yeah, I forget about the consequences
for a minute there I lose my senses
and in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
the words start flowing, oh"

Lyric: Nobody's Perfect by Jessie J

I should urge myself to change the way I talk,

something has just gone all wrong.

I am too much emphasized on the good thing I had;

while I am so cautious not to over share the information that is regards as not so pleasant

For all I knew that my friends will not like to hear everything that good about me;

it is boring, it has no big deal on them, they will lost their interest to feel happy for me all the time.

On the other hand, I should also learn to handle news that come under my expectation;
caz i have to know that: "there is nothing impossible to be lost; and there is nothing a must to be possessed"

In the year of 2012,
I should always take note that SIMPLICITY is everything,
I should not go hu-ha for anything big; and try not to have fancy expectation on my life

In the year of 2012,
If something good happens, be quietly happy for that and appreciate it;
If something bad hitting, remember not hold it too tight with me until it affect some other good things to come

So, why are we making life so difficult?

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