Saturday, August 30, 2008

Freshmen lunch

Spending 2 years finishing my STPM as what my mum have arranged was an awful experience.

But I am glad that I've learned, to learn more about my life as well as others'.
Spending quite some times listening to my heart. I finally got my mind decided to pursue my Degree major in psychology in HELP University College.

Unfortunately, my lovely mother had planned the whole of my life pathways for me, and here comes another hard time in my life. She wanted me to go INTI University College studying with both my sister and brother together whose majoring in business.
Anticipated studying in HELP University College will be million times tougher than enjoying my study life in INTI University, she tried everything just for me to obey her order.

Sorry that I am not gonna to follow them this time. I had fully made my mind and I am very sure what I am looking for.
I promised I will never waste any single of their cents and efforts affording me to study in a University they think I may not be able to cope with.
Hence, I spent half a year working to earn my first RM10,000 - paying for the course fee and accommodation and finally I get to convince my parents for me to study there, with my determination for sure =D

Here I come to start a total new life, and I hope I will never regret on the first big decision I have made in my life =)


Photo taken with my beloved lecturer, Dr. Goh and all my best friends here in HELP UC.



Say cheese! promise that we will keep smiling by hand holding until we finish the course =)



A letter to parents:

Mum and Dad,

As what you anticipated, my life in here will be real hard, I may need to struggle just for a paper (certificate). I am totally agree with you and I have make myself preparing for the fight.

Mum and Dad,

Thanks for everything that you tried to help. I have grown up and this is a good timing for me to take my responsibility choosing my own life. I promise to take a good care of myself and try not to make you worry. I know what is good for me and I promise I will go ONLY for that.

Thanks God I've now successfully applied for the PTPTN loan, it can financially secure my continuous course fee and my part time job will be enough to cover and sometime satisfy my materialistic behavior. I know you will definitely proud of me of being so independent without asking any cents from you.
But one thing I may always want to dependent on you, is to love and care you forever in my life.

Mum and Dad,
I love you as I always do.

Truly,
your dearest daughter