You have something and you are hiding,
regardless of the reasons;
you know that I will always respect your decision
Start from today, I'll not proactively say a thing,
I will not let myself feel a thing, whatever that might be related,
I'm sorry if this is the time you think I should be doing the other way round
I'd rather take my time,
to make myself a better person.
To really invest,
and have some real return