Tuesday, June 7, 2011

give myself a hug, give my heart a kiss;
saying: tough girl, you will be alright

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Dear D,

The 1st time I saw you was when you have been introduced by our boss right after my interview session. Wow! So handsome! That was my 1st impression for you :)
BUT now you're no longer that handsome for me. Caz I still prefer you with your long stylish hair.

Remembered there's one time you talked to us during work, I was like: My Goodness! If you know that you're that handsome can you please don't go around turning girl crazy? (Although you did nothing at that time but I was just right at the perfect angle to see the handsome side of you)
BUT now I don't think you're that special anymore. Caz I don't think that you've utilize ur physical appearance at the right place.

I think it's an advantage to work with handsome guy. I kind of like it to be your colleague, frankly speaking :D

You're doing quite a good job discovering my weaknesses. Stubborn, overconfident, noisy, etc.. Those are the things that my mum and sis keep reminding me all the times. I am quite glad that you're the 3rd one in my life to realize that and figured your own ways to deal with me. But some of it I couldn't agree. I have my points of doing it. And it's so sad that I can't explain it to you...

Yes, I am quite stubborn at times (okay la. i stubborn all the time). I admitted this as my weakness; but the reason why I do not change this misbehavior is because i think it's my strength too. I have my own set of principle. I just couldn't take it when people came into my life and mess up everything. I have my way of thinking and doing things.
You asked me to listen to people at all time instead of talking non stop. Yes, i know i have a lot of opinions to be spoken. But I do listen, to my own heart as well as others. I always listen to others' problems and try my very best to help them. Do you ever realize that?

You said that I am overconfident, that is why you always give bad comments or not agree with my ways of doing works just to ensure i won't fly too high.
You're totally wrong about me overconfident with myself. Do you ever see how scare i am even to the small little stuff? Do you know how long it takes for me to get over something threatened and let go something that is not that pleasant?
Did you know how long it takes for me to practice for the class over and over again? Did you know how much efforts i putted to make sure nothing goes wrong?
You don't know and you never know. Caz i am not showing it to you. I don't like myself to show my weakness to others; i felt stupid. What you see is me doing quite good and very confident with my own performance.
Yes, I personally quite happy with the result. The 1st class i did by my own was indeed better than what i expected. But it's so hurt to receive almost ALL the negative comments from you.
Is there really no other way than to attack me just to ensure i won't get overconfident with myself? My heart was broken...

And you said 90% of me is childish; Only 10% that mature. I am not so sure whether you meant it. But i am who i am. If I did something wrong. Please kindly give me some space to grow.

Remembered that time i asked you: Do you think i am noisy? No. you replied in absolute manner. "You're just talkative". I was quite happy that time; at least you're not annoyed by me. I wish the adjective of talkative will not change to noisy. Then i am contented.

And one last thing that bothered me the most. You said I stalked you and other colleagues. Evidence, please? Some of the things were really told by other colleagues.
I am curious, that's why I asked, and that's why they tell.
And some of the things are really really destined. Guy Laroche and some other things..

I am Sagittarius and you're Gemini. We are going parallel and infinite; no intersection.



Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Fair & Square

hold no expectation on others;
even for the return that you think you deserved.

caz you need to know that life will only be FAIR
when the world turns SQUARE

Thursday, April 28, 2011

pushing beyond your limit

Self challenging is like riding on a space shot.

You never know how high you can reach; and thought your level is just 160cm above the ground.

When u're lifted up above the sky,
you see the world and started to realize how tiny an object can be, including yourself.

Aside minor heart attack and over worried of the failure, u know u're safe playing within the boundary.
And after the ride, you'll say this to yourself: “I feel like doing it again!”

Thanks for everything.
You are, and still my favorite ♥

Thursday, March 31, 2011

friends?

Friends who tried to set you in trouble, cannot be trusted;
Friends who expecting you to clean up the mess they left, is literally a kid;
Don't try to play with them; or else you will end up behaving like another kid

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

such a fool

You can have all sort of unreasonable excuses for yourselves;
You can manipulate whatever that you want;
Then you will think you have got whatever that you're asking for,
And thinking people are just so easy to deal with

At the end, in everyone's eye except you;
you're just a foolish trying to fool yourselves but no one



Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Goodbye, i'm leaving to find someone that care

You used to be a VERY good friend of mine,
we started knowing each other since 13 years old until now.

We used to stick together everyday;
and 'sister' is the only word that we are calling.

You have led me to make a significant change in my life;
i can't imagine myself in the future without being through such a transition with you

I am glad to have you in my life;
and i tried and tried so hard to show my appreciation to you

It was so strange when I realize you're no longer comfortable being so close to me, anymore;
It was so hurt to realize you have no space for me in your heart; even a normal friendship

I have got a solution here,
that i think will be the best for both of us

I decided to give you freedom,
I will not bother you anymore unless you ask me to

I decided to let you go and release myself;
I shouldn't have any expectation on you, even a friendship

The last bit I can do, is to let you decide what is the best for us;
but sorry, you're no longer that important to me anymore

i knew that you're not comfortable being with me because of my westernized mindset;
i do not blame you because this is what i chose to peruse of

i knew that you're prone to traditional and sensitive mindset;
i do not blame you because this is you, the one that i used to know

maybe your heart did not change; it's just me the one that has changed until you couldn't recognize;
i do not blame you because i myself admit and accept whatever that happen to me

and silly, i knew you will never read this;
or if you happen to glance through this, it may be few years after

by that time, I do not know what will happen to us;
but start from this moment, you are saved in my memory

Friday, March 4, 2011

他的她

放学后经过学校的走廊,看见个熟悉的面孔,在沙发上睡着了..
那熟悉的他,是我曾今认识的一个他
负责任,品学兼优的模范生,看来是个好好男人

认识他不久后发现他有了个很要好的女友;他们轰轰烈烈的热恋着
很高调,全世界都知道

过了一阵子,他们分手了;
一样也很高调,

女孩不停地向世界宣泄她有多伤心
一个月,两个月,三个月的飞逝...
那女孩的口气没那么重了;好像看透了,听懂了,也放下了...

但,前几天她又捎来惊天动地的一句
“妈妈说那男的是骗子!要是让她看到那男的她一定会追着他来打;势要还自己女儿一个公道”

局外人不知道当中发生了什么事,但可以很确定的,他们分手了
从那女孩的口中,男孩好像犯了不可原谅的滔天大罪

他们的恋情
像花一样绽放,但却是那么的短暂与脆弱..
你们之间难道可悲到只能容得下仇恨?

男孩-你,有后悔过遇上这样的一个女孩吗?

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

work with you; work for you

You're not superior; it's just me trying to be humble
You did not win; it's just me try not to be calculative

Sound convincing doesn't mean you're correct;
it's just me knowing what you say and always take your suggestion into consideration

sometime I might have my point;
just that I am not that harsh on you to force you accept what I've suggested

Don't try to become dominant when I am trying hard to understand you
Don't try to take it for granted when I am a little demanding on what can I contribute

I am sad enough to accept the fact that I am not capable in handling thing by my own;
but at the same tine I am glad that God has sent me such a good partner like you to assist me reaching the target

I want to work with you; not work for you

这世界是否公平,由女人决定!

今天我的室友分享了这可爱的文章!
开怀大笑之余还觉得这形容实在是太贴切了!哈哈
来看看女生是怎样评估男生的吧 ♥

当【帅哥】微笑时,女生会觉得他们很【阳光】;
反而【丑男】微笑时,总觉得他们带点【猥琐】。

当发现【帅哥】对自己微笑时,女生会【开心】不已;
若是【丑男】在对自己微笑,"你【变态】啊?"
  
【帅哥】看书,好【斯文】;
【丑男】看书,【书呆子】。

【帅哥】做运动,代表他们有【活力】;  
【丑男】做运动,是他们在【减肥】啦!

【帅哥】睡着了,超【可爱】滴;
【丑男】睡着了,怎么都那么【懒】?

当【帅哥】沉默时,是【冷酷】;
【丑男】一言不发,【搞自闭】?

【帅哥】对女士礼让,有【绅士风度】;
【丑男】对女士礼让,他【不安好心】。

【帅哥】耍温柔,好【体贴】噢;
【丑男】耍温柔,【太娘】了吧?

【帅哥】的头发被风吹起,【潇洒】;
【丑男】的头发被风吹起;【头皮屑】别飘过来!  

【帅哥】拒绝了自己;感到【惋惜】,
【丑男】拒绝了自己;【死同性恋】!
最后,当..
【帅哥】放了个屁,一定是旁边那个【丑
男】干的
!

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